I feel stuck. Working at Rodger's has made Tucker really happy. Bringing in money relieves so much stress on him but it makes it hard for me to workout. 9-6 is a long day and only 2 days off makes it tough to do anything. BUT those are just excuses. Could I do 75 hard while working? Ugh it would be tough. I would need to do one morning workout and one after work. That is feasible.
I have to change. I have to stop this insane hamster wheel. My plan is to run Manchester half marathon. I am not ready but I need to at least try to do a race. It costs a lot.
Brain dump...
Tucker's passport. I hate being separated from the guys. It is so odd to be here while they are away although it is not much different from the old winter term days.
Here is where I am right now and my concerns.
I am tired but this is because of work, poor sleep, and rainy weather. The poor sleep is partially due to inactivity and alcohol. The weather just needs to be dismissed and I have to go workout. Hopefully in a another week or two I will only be working a few days a week allowing me time to work out.
concerns...
This yeast infection or whatever that has been an issue since July 20ish is driving me insane. First it was a UTI which I went to the Dr. for antibiotics. The following week I bought that 3 day Monistat pack for a yeast infection to see if that would help it helped a little. Then I began to think it must be interstitial cystitis. I drank tons of water and had to go to the bathroom a million times at work always feeling like I had to go. Maybe it is related to the HRT? There are some articles connecting the two. Maybe it is my poor diet and drinking.
I know what I should do...I need to quit drinking and give my body at least a few days to a few weeks to see if things change. I have all of the non alcoholic drink prep for Palomas and AF beer. I just need to do it.
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