Are we awake yet? They, the democrats with help of FBI or other agents, have hijacked the democratic process. It is too bad. The United States was a good country. Now everything is local. While I am thinking about the sorry state of the collapsing US, I think that I would like a drink but I know that a 1pm drink doesn't solve anything or give any clarity to a terrible situation. Oddly, everything is quiet out there in the interwebs.
Since I won't drink, I will clean and dance while Rome burns.
In an attempt to keep my mind and hands busy, I am cleaning out all the files, drawers, and shelves on the front porch. I don't know why I want a drink. The desire began after my morning walk/run. I think it is part thirst, part low blood sugar, and part wanting a celebration to end the day.
Notes Oct. 24, 2019 Thursday
Nevette died some time Sunday night October 20th at the age of 67 years and one month. She died of exhaustion. That is my diagnosis. She understood her medical issues, the clot in her neck and the A fib, and she was tired. Surrounded by her family and friends she slipped away. The issue for those of us left behind is to move forward and find meaning in life. Death forces us to recognize our faults and change course. I wish I had spent more time paying attention during our visits so I could remember all of her stories. I know it was due to little ones who needed my attention. It would have been great to have all my family memories imprinting in my mind deeply. I want to be closer (literally) to mom. Yet I am here and she is there. Who shall move? Modernism denies our need for family connections by telling us its old fashioned to live near your family. Maybe society doesn't convey this and I just got it wrong.
Finding meaning-make meaningful connections. Drop the negative. We are part of a larger life. Everything around us is alive. We want everything to continue...
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