Digging into my past and dealing with my emotions is not panning out very well. It is not so much the past but when wine is involved it becomes messy. Poor Campbell. She has to hear me whine and complain about all this junk. I just want to be free from it. But it is my sin. It is my burden to bear. Why do I still feel this sharp, cutting pain? It is all coming back since Nancy got in touch with mom. It is all new again. Looking back and realizing that I did not actually make the decision. It just happened. I don't even think I made the calls. What would I have done if PP called my mom to tell her what was going on? I would have been tough. At least at first. There might have been a way for me to see things clearly if mom had spelled it out. I don't know. I was a junior. I had plans. I, I
What I need to do is get away from this. I need to go somewhere. I need to run! BUT my leg is numb and now I am really stuck.
What would I have done if Mom found out and she sent me to live with Dad or Grandma in Georgia? What would we do with the baby? All I can do is think about Vicki
this is an important decision to share with the town of Lincoln. I would also like to know which houses in my area are commercial properties. I would like to know who
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